merest: a stark black and white skull. (Default)
( Sep. 13th, 2025 03:02 am)
I said a while ago that I thought this latest chapter of Where you Belong would be eleven to twelve pages, but after having gotten back on the old (hobby) horse, I'm thinking it's going to be more like  thirteen to fourteen, which is still reasonable so long as I don't think about how that's probably ~ 6500 words of text in its rawest form. I tend to blather a lot in my writing, and since this is my roughest draft, I just kind of let it be. A big part of revising for me is mostly just cutting things out. 

This arc is actually going to have two parts, I think. The first is Valerie being forced into an undead slice of life episode where she's going to make at least one small child cry, and the other is going to be more action-y, touching on something I've already brought up, but not in detail: A portal run. In fandom, a lot of people use portals for crossover stuff, but I've always felt they were under explored just as a way to explore just how crazy "life" can get. 

In my personal headcannon, anything that is pulled out of an alternate universe continues to operate based on its progenitor space's rules, and since those rules are infinitely varied, things can get pretty wild. I don't know what kind of things I want to throw at them, but I've been playing with a few ideas:
  1. A universe that is actually one thing, its apparent separateness is an illusion brought on by the viewer's inability to perceive the correct number of dimensions. It responds to anything that tries to remove a part of itself with violence and hate. 
  2. A post-apocalyptic society, where everything living has died, an artificial intelligence deliberately upkeeps the species home planet as though everyone is about to return home. It sings itself to sleep with the sounds of everything that once was. 
  3. A society of meat lego people, interchangeable body-parts, right down to the personality and the brain, are regularly swapped out on the basis of buy, sell, or trade. The flesh is mutable and so is your soul. 
  4. A place where arachnids evolved to be the dominate species. They communicate through giant, vibrating strings that span across the stars.
I really don't know, I haven't done the details that far out yet. What I am pretty sure of is that I want it to tie back into or at least echo the main theme: Belonging and not belonging, where you are Vs. where you want to be. 

Personally, I think I lack the technical skill to really pull such a large, complex story off - I think I have something like 20 - 30K written in roughs, on top of what I already have published, and if I had to guess the total length of the fic, it would be somewhere in the 200/k range, with three to four distinct arcs. On the same hand, I have to get better somehow, and if there's anywhere to write an overly ambitious OC-ridden epic, as based on a show from the early 2000s, fanfiction is the place to go. 

I really, really want to start revising and releasing chapters at this arc's halfway point rather than when its fully complete, but I'm still not sure if giving into temptation is a good idea or not.
merest: a stark black and white skull. (Default)
( Sep. 2nd, 2025 11:21 am)
I had labor day off yesterday, which was unexpectedly nice. I ended up checking on my work, just in case, though. I've never been quite able to get over the paranoia of accidentally getting myself in trouble by missing a day, somehow.

I used the free time to hit up my local antique mall, which I quite enjoyed, and almost convinced myself to pick up a couple of books before remembering how many I had at home that I was yet to finish. The Maltese Falcon still needs its last few chapters polished off, and I need to get back into From Here to Eternity on top of that. It took over 400 pages, but Prewitt's finally going to jail. Supposedly some of the stuff that's set to occur there is based off things the author really saw, and I've been doing my best to avoid spoilers, so I'm curious about how it's going to go.

I'm trying something new for my fanfiction writing - getting up about thirty minuets earlier than I otherwise would, and just using that time between getting up and getting ready to sit down at my typewriter and have at it as best I can. I'm not a fan of getting up early, but I can't seem to establish a good routine for writing late at night. I really feel if I can nail down a habit, and do it in a time and place where I won't self-foil from avoidance, I'll finally start really making headway on finishing this arc. 

I'm getting way ahead of myself to even think about it, but I want the next arc to be a large scale portal run, where Valerie and a bunch of yetis dive into another world and raid it for money. Technically, it's more like arc two-and-a-half, but I don't think I'll be able to hold back on posting that long. That 2024 last post date kills me a little harder every month. 

I've also started experimenting with loose-leaf paper, my fountain pen, and playing with bits and pieces of the story in non-linear order, sort of writing down dialogue and  scenes I really want to happen without fussing so much about linearity. I'm an intensely linear person, so this is pretty different for me, but it is fun to play around with my pen. 

I do wish I would stop blowing through my capsules so fast. I need to either grab a syringe to refill them, or knuckle down and purchase a different pen that uses a siphon rather than capsules. My current pen, being a speedball, is too small for a converter, or so the internet tells me.

On a related note of trying to get more done by loosening up, I'm fairly close to finishing my next webpage, which should be dedicated to unfinished and sketchbook-y artwork. The hard part, truly, is just uploading my stuff, which I actually have a fair amount of. Once  I finish its dedicated page, I'll probably need a day just to load up my backlog into the site. 

There's Some Danny Phantom themed sketches in there, too, which need to be stuck in my fandom page, now that I think about it.
merest: a stark black and white skull. (Default)
( Aug. 27th, 2025 12:59 am)
Writing this at night, since I didn't have time in the morning. 

I managed to finish another page of Where You Belong, and I'm still really close to the end of the chapter. I'm going slowly 50% due to work and other projects and 50% because I want this upcoming interaction to be solid, even in rough draft form. 

I keep saying rough draft, but in a lot of ways, it feels like even less than that. Rough draft implies something that just needs polish, and this is more like, a linear collection of events, I guess, that may or may not make sense to anyone but me. 

Basically, this is the best method I've found so far to get myself writing in a way that gets the story done. Otherwise, I either dawdle on doing anything, or get so lost outlining and world-building on one end, and endlessly agonizing over getting a word or a sentence just right on the other, the gosh darn book doesn't get done at all. 

A little at a time, focusing on roughing out several chapters or even an arc first, then  turning back to edit and work on the piece. At least for now. 

It does suck not to be able to share what I have with everyone, though. This latest chapter is especially exciting because Valerie is going to get mind controlled. Even worse, she's going to get mind controlled as a direct consequence of advice she herself gave. 

After that, I'm still convinced I need that other POV chapter to further flesh out the world and get the plot moving in a direction that will finally start Valerie on the road I need her to be. This is all leading up to her trying to steal the infinimap, remember. She just needs to get some cultural education and a nice spoonful of suffering, first.
merest: a stark black and white skull. (Default)
( Aug. 24th, 2025 11:46 am)
I'm back from vacation, having gotten quite a bit less done than planned. I think I grossly underestimated both just how much I had written for chapter eight of Where You Belong, which is looking to turn out to ~4000 words or so in its draft form, and how tedious it was to get it transcribed into my computer. I did get it halfway done, and may try to finish it yet, purely because that 2023 last upload date is making me sad. 

Well, vacation is vacation, and all of this is a hobby, anyhow. It was not as though I spent the whole time as a potato, either. I finished a tiger-man in procreate while I was there using a technique I had never really tried before (working on tones first, then, and only then, adding in colors by stacking overlay and multiply layers on top of one another.) and I must confess I'm pretty proud of it. 



This took about 15 hours, which is pretty fast for me. 

Man, I need to draw more. 

I also finished a short story that, because it was absolutely a first draft and completely unedited, got thrown into the "playground" section of my website, which is a page I made for any original work I write that I don't consider "scraps", but don't view as "finished, either". It's very much intended to get myself writing more by removing the restrictions I tend to place on myself for posting. 

I want something similar for my fanfiction stuff, I think, but that's for later.

I've also finished page ten of chapter eleven for WYB after my return on Saturday, and may finish the chapter out completely before going to work tomorrow, since it's definitely looking like it'll top out at eleven to twelve pages long. As much as I hate to do a POV swap, I'm seriously considering doing exactly that for chapter twelve, there are things going on in the background that I strongly feel would be much more efficient/interesting to deliver through another character's eyes.

In the meantime, I've decided to try out writing my short story/drabble/headcannon type of stuff using my new fountain pen. The typewriter is great, but bouncing between more than one project at the same time is a real pain, since you either need to finish a page, or pull your current one out of the roller, start on something else, then re-roll and re-align your old page once you want to pick your other one back up. This has been a huge blessing for keeping me focused in one fic at a time, but if I want to bounce around, having a notebook with some handwritten garbage I can throw in my royal for a second draft may be the way to go.. 

I'll try to get back to more regular posting here, now that I'm back.

merest: a stark black and white skull. (Default)
( Aug. 17th, 2025 09:44 am)
So I made it, after several hours drive, I am officially on vacation. 

This is the only time I'll really have to knuckle down and write, but damn, I forget, every time, how hard it can be to properly start something, particularly after having put it down halfway through, or having spent a significant amount of time working on some other aspect of that project that you enjoy more. Writing is fun, re-drafing, editing, and revising: Not so much. I think that's why I'm writing this entry, in part. I'm trying to motivate myself. 

Alright, plans for the day: 
  1. Re-read what I have published of Where You Belong. It's been long enough since I published that I think I need to. 
  2. Read through my draft of chapter eight in it's entirety.
  3. Get at least most of that draft from it's hard copy version into my computer, doing my first round of edits/re-writes as I go. 
Funny how getting things down into a list makes it all seem so much less intimidating. 

Well, let's see how this goes.
merest: a stark black and white skull. (Default)
( Aug. 13th, 2025 11:10 am)
Some short Danny Phantom oneshots works I have thoughts or outlines for, but have not written:

  • picture Perfect:
Wes Weston finds a haunted camera, and of course has the bright idea to aim it at local ghost boy, Danny Phantom.
  • By the Bell
William Lancer dies and turns into a ghost, but doesn't notice, leaving his class to try and handle the fallout.

  •  Flowers on a Stone
Sam and her grandma bond after the death of her grandfather, a look at how Sam first started really getting into gardening. 
  • Study Buddy
A Sydney Poindexter and Danny Fenton friendship fic, which is something I desperately want more of. 

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I've also written one oneshot as a break between chapters ten and eleven of Where You Belong that just hasn't been published yet, centering around Tucker and ghost!Tucker from that season one Deserii episode. Everyone seems to like king Tuck from later on in the series so much, they seem to forget that that envy-based ghost version of Tuck was never destroyed, just thrown into the Ghost Zone after Danny separated the two out.  Since cannon never addressed what happened to him, I thought perhaps I would.

It needs a crazy amount of work before I even get close to publishing it, though, at least two more drafts, maybe three before I'd feel good putting it up live.
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( Aug. 11th, 2025 11:26 am)
So I did manage that one page of fanfiction yesterday - hurray for small goals. I do wish I could set a better or more regular pace, though. I'm actually pretty close to finishing out the chapter. 

Valerie, as a character, is most interesting when 1) she is the architect of her own problems, and 2) she is cornered into admitting this, somehow. 

I'm still in the process of having her build those problems up, as best as my, admittedly limited, authorial skills allow. The current chapter has her showing off deadly weaponry to a child, shooting people for no reason, and advocating for being your own grown up because adults are just big kids really, who absolutely cannot be relied upon to help. 

She's definitely thinking of Vlad when she says this, but its coming at the expense of her father, who is arguably one of the best and most responsible adults we see in the show. 
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